Sunday, January 31, 2010
I have often told you guys stories about the way
I lived my life a drifter,
Waiting for the day...
When I take your hands and sing you songs
And maybe you would say,
"Come lay with me,love me.."
And I would surely stay...
But I feel I'm growing older...
And the songs that I have sung,
Echo in the distance...
Like the sound of a windmill going around..
I guess I'll always be a soldier of fortune..
Many times I've been a traveller,
I looked for something new...
In days of old,in nights of cold,
I wandered without you...
But those days I thought my eyes had seen you standing near...
Though blindness is confusing,
It shows that you're not here..
Now I feel I'm growing older..
And the songs that I have sung,
Echo in the distance...
Like the sound of a windmill going round..
Guess I'll always be a soldier of fortune..
I've matured to know the great responsibility I have to carry for my family and my life...
I realise the change to myself now...
4:54 PM
Sunday, January 24, 2010
I'm A Very Strong Guy Physically..
But I'm Not Really Strong Mentally And I'm Honest About It..
I Keep Alot Of Things To Myself Cause I Don't Trust Many...
But That Is Always The Cause Of My Distress In Life..
Still,I Don't Know Why It Is So Difficult To Speak Out...
Can Anyone Please Help Me...?
Please.........
Bestie,I really need you right now...
I'm starting to feel my sanity is crumbling slowly and slowly...
5:15 PM
Sunday, January 17, 2010
Perjalanan Hidup Ini Sudah Tertulis...
Ku Tempuhi Dengan Kesabaran...
Ku Sedar Kebesaranmu Tuhan....
ps: 2 months seems like a very ling time..
3:07 PM
Sunday, January 10, 2010
You Opened My Heart...
And Made Me Fell On My Knees Hard...
But Now,I'm Still Wondering...
Will I Be Fooled Again...?
I'll Watch And Observe What'll Happen In The Future...
I learnt a great deal of lesson....
Now I wanna see if you learnt yours...
5:19 PM
Extracted from the song "Terperangkap Dalam Sinaran" by Hanafie Warren
Dont Be Too Easily Blinded By Happiness Of Life...
Terperangkap dalam sinaran...
Sinaran yang menyilaukan mata...
Dari kegelapan terpercik sinaran..
Yang menjanjikan keindahan...
Tiada kusangka,
Telah berjaya mengejar cita-cita...
Tapi malangnya,
Semua yang indah hanya sementara saja..
Ku terperangkap dalam sinaran,
Yang mengkaburkan mata setiap insan..
Hidupku yang tenang sekarang bergelora,
Kerna ku terpedaya silau cahaya...
Ingin ku temui pengertian,
Dari celah-celah sinaran..
Kini ku sedar makna sebenar,
Kilauan cahaya cumalah khayalan...
4:25 PM
Sunday, January 3, 2010
After hearing the tragic story of my dear's sis,I think back...
Many guys out there make a shame of us MAN by treating woman like some kind of trash..
I pity many women out there that had their love fooled around...
Why Guys...?
Why did you guys have to hurt the person who truly loves you?
I guess as a guy myself,I should be able to understand such behaviour from such men...
Well,to be frank maybe I do...
But,reasons from us may be unfair and are just excuses to the opposite sex..
So there's no use blabbering about it...
But think,if you were a real man,then cherish and take responsibilty of the ones that truly loves you after you sworn an oath of loving them whole-heartedly..
I hate being asked the question,"Why are all MEN the same?"
That question itself can leave me speechless without a good answer..
Wanna know why?
Cause there are BILLIONS of men out there...!!
With different characters and personalities...
How can ONE MAN answer a question regarding BILLIONS of MEN??
Why must ONE MAN take responsibility of SOME IRRESPONSIBLE MEN that treats the opposite sex's love like trash whilst the minority of other MEN is MAN enough to treat love as a something precious in their life..
I'll be frank to myself...
And I'm not here to boast about it..
I have never cheated on the one's I love..
Never once before..
But I had some fair share of being cheated by women myself...
I'm not saying that "ALL WOMEN ARE THE SAME"...
But this is reality...
This I had accepted with an open heart..
We as humans living in reality,know that hearts of humans can change...
But what the hell...
Lets face it,if we want love between two different genders to be everlasting,
We have to be responsible for each other..
Give respect and understanding...
Sometimes small fights can be essential too so as to be able to know one another deeper..
So there....
Cmon guys,lets cherish the opposite sex...
Its not always that woman could love us as who we are...
Make their love as precious as our lives...
Then there will be no sayings such as "MEN ARE ALL THE SAME.." or "WOMEN ARE ALL THE SAME.."..
But lets be honest,this may unlikely be possible to be put in BILLIONS of heads in the world..
HAHAHA...
Sigh..
I wish I could be loved myself...
Hahaha..
I'm daydreaming again...~
Be strong and be headstrong...
12:37 PM
I'm booking in soon...
So before I get back to camp,better update my blog..
Haha...
Had a great time with my Braders during the Countdown Festival..
Too pictures...
Strolling around...
We did many things that I myself cant even remember...
But overall,everything was great...
Saw the firworks at Marina Square...
And you said it,it is PACKED with people...
Made me uncomfortable to be frank..
Haha...
I hate places that is packed with people..
But nevermind,for once I had to be in such packed places...
Just to enjoy the view of the fireworks...
Hehe...
Oh yeah,my NS life has been great...
Except for those "Tekan" part,everything is well..
My commanders has a mutual understanding with us..
So we blend quite well...
But when it comes to work,dude...
You never know what they will do to you..
And I really hate thinking about it...
Hahaha..
Getting my first NS pay this week..
So who wants a treat from me...??
Hahaha..
Message me and I'll think about it...
And now,I'm just watching some cartoons and all..
Just killing time...
Will be packing up to camp soon...
Chows!
12:27 PM