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Saturday, August 16, 2008



Mestikah ada satu perngorbanan..?

Sehingga terjadinya perpisahan...

Kiranya itu satu permintaan,

Perlukah kau dan ku merelakan..?


Kita hanya insan yang selalu mengharapkan,

Suatu yang indah dalam percintaan...


Di kala tiba dugaan mendatang,

Aku kau tinggalkan..


Karam aku di lautan duka,

Bila wajahmu hilang di mata..

Tiada berita pengubat rindu,

Di kala sendu..


Kubiarkan luka di hati berdarah,

Sehingga kering dimamah mentari..

Apakah salahku

Disakiti begini...



Perlukah aku terus mengharapkan,

Camar yang hilang kembali ke sarang..??

Apakah masih ada kerinduan,

Yang tersimpan di hatimu sayang...??
The Pain Behind My Smile Is Just Too Unbearable....

1:16 AM

Wednesday, August 13, 2008



Hembusan angin bagai membawa berita...

Berita yang mengecewakanku...

Apa yang terjadi bukan yang ku mimpikan,

Namun ku tabahkan hati ini...

Ku tahu kau tak ingin begini tapi kau sanggup lakukannya..

Betapa hatiku hancur musnah berderaian..

Tidak seorang pun yang memahami hati dan perasaan ku...


Kerna cintakanmu ku jadi begini..

Kerna sayangkan mu kutelan semua...

Betapa hebatnya kau di hati ini..

Kusedar siapa diriku di sisimu..



Ku harap suatu hari kau kan mengerti kasih siapa diriku disisimu...

5:41 PM

Sunday, August 10, 2008



And thats me jumping out of the hoop..Dont laugh.I was jus giving a demo to the kids..

Sekeras batu pergunungan,



Hebatnya lagi rinduku ini...



Biar nanti menimpa diri,



Tiada apa yang menandingi..







Setinggi langit yang terbentang,



Tingginya lagi hasratku ini...



Jangan leburkan kasih sayangmu,



Yang kau pamir padaku...













Kerna cintakanmu kujadi begini..



Kerna sayangkanmu kutelan semua..



Betapa hebatnya kau dihati ini..







Kuharap suatu hari kaukan mengerti siapa diriku di sisimu...


1:16 PM

Sunday, August 3, 2008




The video u just watched is made by my long time schoolmate and soccer-mate..
Awesome piece of work isnt it?haha!
a collaboration between him and his brother...
Actually his brother's project work..
But nonetheless,an extraordinarily made project..Good work guyz!!
Hahaha..
As for me,i cant stop laughing when i watched it...
Why u ask?
Hahaha...
Its for me to know and you to find out..hahaha!

1:25 PM

Friday, August 1, 2008


He's my Idol man...David Ginola..The Legendary Winger..

Since my 2-months suspension in football,ive been too lazy to train..
And i feel like im growing fat..
hahaha!!..
Its been 2 weeks since i went to training..
Gotta go back to training next week..
Or I'll become so unfit..
hmph...

Been thinking of taking another course next year..
Higher Nitec In Business Studies On Sports Management...
How that?
Still thinking tho..
And me and Man have expressed our interest in joining the NIE in the future..
Teacher mayne...

hahaha!!..

Aniwae,next week I'll be going to KL with my Family "Angkat"..
And on the month of September-October,I'll be at Vietnam to teach..
hee...
I hope my dearest will be there to send me at the airport..
Insyaallah...

next post will be posted soon..
hee..


CHOWSINCHI!!!!

9:55 PM

You have been all that I have ever wanted in my life...
Thru countless search and heartbreaks,it seems you will be worth my life..
Thats why i have pledged everything i have only to you..
But for now,i cant force you..
You want to be free and i understand what u want..
I'll be patient and wait..
I know it seems u are trying to test me thru the passing time..
So now i'll prove to you everything that i promised you is true..
And i am always true to my words..
Then you know how much and how endless my love for you..

I know you still love me and i have proven now and then how much i love you...
Its difficult but to me it will be worth it..
Cause i know you will come back being my side always as i have been with you every second in Mind,Soul and Heart....

Till then,I'll wait till the time comes...
Cause to me,you're the only one for me and no one else..
No pain is gonna shake my love for you no matter how great it is..


You're My Only One....
This Is My Promise And I'll Always Keep It No Matter What...

7:30 PM

WHO AM I



DZULHISHAM
Dzul.Sham.Dezarus
30.03.90
Chasing A Great Life
Sports Enthusiast
Footballer
Athletics
Singer
An Eccentric Wacko
Never Back Out And Give Up...

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