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Thursday, December 31, 2009



I've been having many thoughts in my mind everyday..
I have to make many difficult decisions in the future...
Let me state it out...
Should I sign on as a Police Officer?
Should I continue chasing my dream to become a footballer.?
Should I sign on as an Army Commander In ADF?
When should take my bike licence?

What do you think?
Its not easy deciding when it concerns your own future..
I'm still thinking through everything...
By the way,my coach,Aide Iskandar still wants me to go and ply my trade in football..
I believe he has faith in my ability..
Thanks coach....
Well,I really want to continue my football..
But I have think through my decisions...
Sigh...

Love?
HAHAHAHAH!!
Sometimes this "Love" could humour my life alot..
To be exact,not sure if this is really the proper time for me to focus on it...
I don't know if the opposite sex could even understand me and my character...
Hahaha...
So yeah,lets put all that aside first...
But IF there's someone out there who could open my heart,
I'll think through... :P
Aite aite...
Seriously damn it,I have to kick around at the court soon...
I'm craving to beat the hell out my opponents with my tricks..
So who's up for the game...

PS: I know you guys miss me alot..Thanks guys for appreciating me...


12:36 AM

Sunday, December 27, 2009


Ok guys,sorry for the long wait in updating...
Was in camp for whole 2 weeks in confinement...
In short,I was posted to Maju Camp in the 6th Singapore Infantry Regiment...
a recruit for now...Hahaha..
So yup..

Anyway,made many new friends...
Some are "belo",some are "clowns" and some are effing retard..
To be exact,there is alot of different people from all walks of life that you could have never met before in your life...SERIOUSLY...
Well,nevermind that....


2 weeks in camp opened my mind alot...
I thought alot of things in life..
Although you do not even have time to think about anything,
well I guess I kinda squeezed some time to think... HAHA..


To be honest,at first I kinda got frustrated joining the army..
I always wanted to join the Police Force.
But as time past by,all that frustration slowly fades away..
Guess I have to go through it all the way...


I learnt and realised many things in my days there...
When you're in there,you WILL realise that your family is the greatest thing in your life..
And the one who loves you and cherish you are the only one you should really love and care about...
If you cant understand this,I hope you will..
Cause you will someday realise who you truly cherish in your heart..


Well,its a New Year soon..
And thus we have to bid goodbye to 2009 and welcome 2010!!
I've made a new resolution for myself..
Haha...
Wanna know?
Well thats for me to know and for you to find out..!! HEHEHE!!


1:30 PM

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DZULHISHAM
Dzul.Sham.Dezarus
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