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Sunday, May 31, 2009



Ok buckle up!!
I'll be out for a while...
Meet some my brothers...
Alot of pressure in my head now...
So I need to have a breather...
Oya,just wanna tell you guyz...
There's this certain photographer who had offered to make a photo portfolio of me...
Hmm...
He's paying me on the contrary..
But heck,I need to think it through...
Work,Football,Family..
And now photography..
Wah...
Mati jugak aku...


I'll post again soon guyz!!
Chows!!

5:33 PM

Damn...
I have alot to say...
But I guess I have to control myself for now...
So yea...
Friday went out with my bestiee to RP to watch Lala dance..
That was the first time for me actually..
HAHA..
There was alot of dance groups and different types of dances...
Interesting...
Hip-hop,Malay Cultural dances and all...
Even salsa..
hahaha..
Dance galore!!
And Lala,good performance u had there...
You danced really well..
I'm really proud of you...
Happy Birthday Lillah Lala!!
You're officially 19 now..
Haha..
Cherish it...
Da jadi mak nenek dah..AHHAHA



Next,on saturday,
I had a friendly game with my social team and friends at Damai Secondary School...
Which to exact is located around Tampines...
Well,for the sake of bonding and fun,it doesnt matter...
Altho we lost 3-1 because of our complacency..
Well,at least we had fun...
Its been long since I played football with them..
Once in a while I have to break off from pro-football...
Here are some if the pics..
Hee....
The Whole Squad...FCAJ Team talk...
I had to do some trickery..Went pass 3 players..Woots!
Last but not least..Numbr 10 is the shit!!!

And there you have it...

As for now..

My mind is not at ease....

Damn it...


5:09 PM

Friday, May 29, 2009


PERNAHKAH KAU MERASA??!!!

5:04 PM

I don't know how long more i can be patient...
I just think I could snap anytime...
Just ANYTIME....
Haiz....

You like to treat me like an outcast do you...?
It just feels like I'm not valuable to you...
I feel your liability in life...

What the hell...
As for now,I will just look at and see what happens next..
I wanna see whats your next move..
Cause your next move will determine my decision...
Lets just see if you realise whats happening...
Cause it WOULD be a surprise...

All I need now is a little patience..

4:58 PM

SAKET HATI!!!!
ARGH!!!!
SERIOUSLY SAKET HATI!!!!
AKU MACAM NAK PECAHKAN SEMUA BENDA KAT RUMAH!!!
ARGH!!!!

4:47 PM

Wednesday, May 27, 2009


ok i should post this..
it really fascinates me a lot..
CAUSE ITS TRUE!!!

Girls....
Read it....
Compulsory...

1) Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about...

2) Guys are more emotional than you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer than you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they arent with u...

3) Guys go crazy over a girl's smile (:

4) A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to..

5) Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?..uh...never mind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinkin. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll be obsessed about it trying to figure it out...

6) If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him... You don't need to give advice..

7) A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you..

8)GUYS LOVE YOU MORE THAN YOU LOVE THEM!!!

9) Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. They rarely use beautiful or gorgeous. If a guy uses that, he loves you or likes you a whole heck of a lot

10)If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with you

11)If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back,he's probably faking it and he is really thinking about something

12) When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that

13)When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me"

14)If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up..

15) When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something

16) Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them...

17)A guy would give the world to be able to read a girl's mind for a day

18)No guys cant handle all his problems on his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it

19)NOT ALL GUYS ARE RUDE!!! Just because ONE is RUDE doesn't mean he represents ALL of them..

20)WHEN A GUY SACRIFICES HIS SLEEP AND HEALTH JUST TO TALK TO YOU, HE REALLY LIKES YOU AND WANTS TO BE WITH YOU AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE

21)Even if you dump a guy months ago and he loved you he probably still does and if he had one wish it would be you to come back into his life...


So you see girls..?
Guys have their soft side within..
Remember that..
Don't just be selfish and always make yourself such a bigshot...

We need to have an understanding between each other..
And don't make self pride take control..
Cause if you think the guy's action and words are always wrong,
you never know you are hurting them on the inside with your own pride...

3:22 PM

Friday, May 22, 2009


Setelah aku melihat kau berubah..
Tutur laku tiada lagi menjaga hati..
Apa lagi guna rahsia..?
Ku cuba pertahankan perasaanku,
Namun kau terus menduga..
Kesabaran ini dipersenda..

If You Keep On Takin'
My Heart You'll Be Breaking...
You're Stretching My Patience With Your Treatment...
Realise That Sooner...

11:42 PM

Fatigue has caught up with me these days...
What with all the jobs around the clock I'm having.
But heck,hahaha..
I'm too hyperactive...
My mum is in a helpless state right now..
So yea..

TIRED~~~
But I have to work harder on my first priority job..
FOOTBALL..
Tomorrow will be against Woodlands Wellington at Woodlands Stadium..
So if you guyz wanna watch me play,the game starts at 5pm...
Take care dudes...

2:08 PM



Another video just to share...
I'M A BIG FAN OF THEM..
A girl-band from the 90's...
so cute!!!
hahahaha..
And their songs are still sang till now...
Its rare girls nowadays sing like them you know...

wah CAIR OREADI....

2:00 PM

Wednesday, May 20, 2009



And thus I have to post sumthin today at least..

hahaha...


Training went on as usual..

Hard and intense..

There will surely be some bumps and bruises after training..

Eventho its just TRAINING..

And not even a MATCH...

hahahaha..

Well,i like training that way..

Hard and aggressive...

hee..

And still,i have to fight my position with the S.League guyz...

The striker and forward position is one of the most crucial position in a game...

and thats why Coach Aide always bring down some S.League players...

And it kinda frustrates me...

I'm better than them...

I know my own ability...
I just need the chance to show it..

Well,I'll keep on working hard..


Oh yeah one more thing..

I realise my fitness is decreasing...

I realise my fat ratio is increasing...

WHAT THE HELL!!!??

Must start doing intense training at the carpark again...

hahaha

And play more street soccer to improve my touches and vision...

yup thats what I'm gonna do...



And sayang...

Da demam panas gitu rehat banyak k..?

Get more Vitamin C and Fibre into your diet..

Whats with the H1N1 outbreak..

I'm getting really worried...

Drink lots of water to bring out the wastes in the body...

You have not been having enough rest and that could be one of the most possible reasons right now..

HAVE LOTS OF REST DEAR!!

i love you...

( wah..i sound like a girl... -_-" )


aite,I'll be out working out later on...

I'll update sooner or later aite..

chows guyz!


5:38 PM



hey guyz..
Would like to introduce you guyz to a song sang by a legendary singer at his last moments...
he sang it with full of emotion and meaning that its almost as if he knows he will be gone soon...
and guess what,i almost breakdown to tears everytime i listen to it...
i hope you guyz listen and feel the song..
and you will what i mean....
his name Sudirman..

semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat..
Insyaallah..
Al-Fatihah..
Amin...

4:33 PM

Monday, May 4, 2009


Kasih wajah kau ku jadikan azimat penguat semangat..
Bisaku gagahi cabaran yang datang..
Kasihku harap kau sudi maafkan aku yang meminjam wajahmu mengisi kekosongan hati...
Diriku yang semakin tenggelam ke dasar sepi yang tak bertepi...
Diriku yang semakin tenggelam ke dasar cinta yang tak bertepi..
Biarpun aku memejam mata,pandangan masih menggambar wajahmu..
Berseri dicermin hati,di taman impian yang kuimpikan..
Kasih wajah kau ku jadikan penyuluh..
Pabila malam gelap menyelimuti...
Kembara ku menjejak bahagia..
Dengan bayang malam ditindih malam..
Memerah ke titis akhir ketulusanku...

12:25 AM

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