Wednesday, July 30, 2008
My skills are improving everyday..
i realise dat..
ahaha..
cool...
i just went past 6 players in one go against an NFL team and i scored..
ahaha!!
YAHOO!!!
A good show of skill there from Dzul..
Did a few side-steps and flicks i didnt realise i could do..
haha..
Im quite surprised myself tho..
Maybe my confidence is getting back..
Higher confidence than when i was in the Nationals..
I feel like myself...
*SMILES WIDE*
And now,im going back to square one of my fitness..
Building up my muscle mass...
My aim-----> Stronger than Noh Alam Sham and Mirko Grabovac before i reach 19!!!
hahaha!!
Must lar...
Wanna be the best maah!
hahaa!!
other than that,i feel quite upset just now...
she told me to kol her but then we chat not even for a minute..
i gt pissed off actuali..
she wanted to kol somebody else..
said to myself that i would rather not talk at all if such things happened again..
But i never told her i was upset tho..
nevermind lar..
I dun like to scold people and get angry..
"cover ur anger with ur smile...."
thats my Principle Of Emotions....
ahaha!!
*smile*
k,later dis morning at school gotta help prepare the formations and tactics for this friday's game...
im Sport and Wellness leader u see...
GOTTA GO!!
12:53 AM
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
Hello guyz..
Ok 2day is quite normal..
school and stuff..
played some football in school with the guyz..
And yeah,my class joined a 7 a side football competition at school..
the game starts this friday...
haha..
cant wait mayne..
hahaha..
love the feeling of winning..
ahaha!!
anw,in school,thers something more special dat happened..
she called me "Dear"...
how special is dat to me..
its not the type of normal "dear" in normal conversation..
u know wat i mean..
its "like loving so much" type of "dear"..
n yeah..
i gt so happy,that i jumped and smiled the whole day..
hahaha...
She knows how much i love her in fact..
well,at least she knows..
i dun force her to love me back..
i alwaes leave the choices to her...
And 2day i met her this evening..
we wanted to meet up after such a long time....
waited for her under her block..
when she appeared in front of me,i was captivated on the spot..
but i didnt show her the "captivated-expression" on my face..
i jus act normal..
sent her to Jurong to meet up wit her frens..
she wanted to go to Cineleisure to watch a movie wit her frens..
oh wait,she asked me a question b4 dat..
hahahaha..
She asked,"What do u think wen u saw me just now..?"
at ferst i said,"U look beautiful....*smiled*"
the she asked,"sincere or nt..?"
i said,"If im not sincere,i wont say a thing...."
then she smiled..
well in fact to me,she is alwaes beautiful in my eyes...
she is beautiful just now..
i smiled to myself everytime i looked at her..
haix..
well,i dun show much of my feeling to her dat much..
haha..
dats who i am u see..
u wont know wat i feel thru my face much..
hahaha!!!!
But i know,deep inside she still loves me...
n i love her too..
In fact,i'll wait for how long it takes to be with you..
I love u that much....
and i had made a promise to u...
aniwae guyz,thats my post..
hope u liked it,at least a little also can lar...
hahahah!!..
wait for my next post aite....
CHOWSINCHI!!!
xD
AND I LOVE THE SONG "WITHOUT YOU" FROM MARIAH CAREY!!!
ARGH!!!
IM MELTING!!!
8:12 PM
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
I MISS MY BESTIEE LAR.....
FIEZA!!!
LALA!!!
hahaha..
Love them lar dey...
AND I MISS "HER" AS MUCH TOO!!..
well she knows who she is...
i miss her so much...
haiz..
what to do........................ hmm.
11:25 PM
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
ok now...
presenting my mates yaww!!
hahaha!!
their great guyz..
with very weird personas!!
u could say im their kind too but much worse..
aniwae...they give me a sense of belonging and trust..
and they alwaes make me laugh without fail..
and while we were chasing a bird at school( a very rare bird..)HAHAHA!!,
we snapped some pic of ourselves at school..
HERE GOES!!!
(above) I dunno y i posed like dat..hahaha!!
And ther goes my classmates...
Shining stars they are...
Thanks guyz for making every single day of mine shine with happiness!!
ChowZ!!
11:57 PM
A post lar bebeh..
Its been long since i post somethin..haha
Quite lazy lar lately...
Been busy with football,school and myself...
ok here goes..
somethin that went into my mind recently..
Kepahitan,
Kepiluan,
Kesengsaraan Bukan Penghalang...
Biar Aku Pertahankan..
Ceria Kan Menjelma..
Biar Ku Jerit Dalam Sepi...
Namun Jiwaku Menyala.....
hehehe..
ther goes...
i put my full feelings and emotions into it...
it should be good..
kk..
nxt post will be up soon..
this time it'll be about school life...
chow guyz!!!
11:48 PM
Saturday, July 19, 2008
I'll show u that i cn change even my thousands of destinies..
But what can i do with these hands now without u inside my heart..?
1:17 PM
Saturday, July 12, 2008
Love And Patience....
Its About How Much U Can Take The Hits And Move Forward...
Ive Been Taking Alot Hits And Im Still Moving Forward....
5:18 AM
Thursday, July 10, 2008
I cant help but feel guilty everyday...
Call me guilty-concious if u want to...
Im just afraid of doin sumthin that hurts u so much...
I dun want that to happen..
Im slowly going insane i think...
My hearts beats with every beat of my love for u...
2:58 AM
Wednesday, July 9, 2008
Everytime i see ur face,i miss u..
Every now and then i wanna call u but im afraid...
Everyday i'll say a prayer that you'll come back to me...
Life aint aniting alone cant u see..?
Ur an angel in my eyes everyday...
Nobody is ther wen i call ur name..
And nights is so cold without ur flame..
But if i could,i'll make u see that im sorry..
And that i need you here with me....
Ther are days that i cant forget..
Ther are things that i now regret..
I was ther for u and u were ther for me and i was thinking we were set...
Every nite wen im laying in my bed,
I'll hear ur voice goin round in my head..
Think of all the things i could hav done and all those things i could hav said..
I reali will make it up to u..
And I know now wat i gotta do...
I Love You My Dear..
And i know u know that...
I miss u so much everyday...
11:08 PM
Wednesday, July 2, 2008
haiz...
My heart is aching more n more overtime...
So much pain...
I try to keep it locked up inside me...
its so hard...
Who said it was easy to put back all these pieces..?
I miss her so much..
but its okay...
But before go,i hope we could meet up...
Before its too late....
I really love you...
Its been reali long since i said those words but i do...
believe me...
i do...
always do....
Loves,
Dzulhisham...
4:30 PM