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Friday, August 21, 2009


SELAMAT BERIBADAH PUASA DI BULAN RAMADHAN INI!!!



6:53 AM


I would like to wish all Muslim Salam Ramadhan Al-Mubarak..
In case you're wondering what Ramadhan is,
Its the month in which many people like me are excited of..
Its the month of fasting!!
Woohoo!!
I'll continue in Malay..
So if you'll excuse me.....
Alhamdulillah..
Bulan Ramadhan pun da tiba...
Hehe..
Best uh...
Rasa dan perasaan bila tyme Ramadhan ni laen dari bulan-bulan yang lain..
Dan aku tahu korang pun agree ngan aku kan..?
Ahah..
Dalam bulan ni kita dapat merasakan perasaan yang lain dari yang lain bila berpuasa tu..
Di bulan ni lah banyak yang pegi shopping kat bazaar geylang tu semua...
Biaselah...
Nak shopping barang-barang keperluan Syawal yang akan datang..
Haha...
Ada beli baju raya larh..
Beli langsir...
Ade plak yang sampai senget beli KERETA BARU geng!!..
Haha..
Tu da kecoh...
Hahaha...
Tapi yang pasti,puasa tetap puasa...
Yang tak kuat dan tak cukop kuat tapi sebenarnya kuat harap badan jek besar abes tu tak puasa macam matrep2 dogol nak step kuat kat luar tu,
Memalukan diri jek larh....
Kalau setakat rokok kecik sebatang gitu korang takleh lawan,
Drop on the water face siols....!!
Blah lah budak-budak hingus ni semua...
Kalau yang wanita tu datang bulan boleh difahamkan larh..
Tapi anak jantan kuat tak kuat puasa...??
Adoi...
Jangan kahwin sudah...
HAHAHA....
Ok sebenarnya kan,
Aku da lama plan macam-macam bila tyme puasa ni...
Aku nak start kuat uat ibadah....
Nak start refresh ngaji balek..
Nak kuatkan sembahyang...
Nak banyak uat amal...
Senang kater aku nak dekatkan diri dgn Tuhan..
Insyaallah...
Jadi kalau aku tak banyak cakap tapi banyak senyum tu,harap fahamlah..
Taknak uat maksiat mulut...
Hilang pahala amalan aku semua...
Kepada rakan-rakan di luar sana juga,
Join lah saya uat ibadah banyak-banyak yer..
Buanglah tabiat dengki mengutuk dgn mulut "laser" tu yer...
Tak baik...
Nanti kene sendiri,marah..
Bile nak game...?
Maen game kat XBOX lagi best...
Hah...
Anw,training will go on as usual...
Yup...
And games will now be held at night..
Maybe after "buka"..
Heart for football..
Passion for football...
Puasa-puasa gini larh yang uat aku lagi ade tenaga nak training..
Yeah!!
Kepada Cik Farhana,
Sebelum sayer start berpuasa ni,
Saya nak jujur dgn hati sayer larh yer..
Saya rindukan awak banyak sangat...
Walaupun saya tak tunjuk pun..
Kalau ape-ape yang sayer cakap atau tanya awak tak suka,
Saya tak pasal...
Saya nak awak tau sayer prihatin sgt ngan awak..
K best...
SELAMAT BERPUASA SEMUA!!!

5:46 AM



Selamat Menjalankan Ibadah Puasa Kepada Umat Muslim di Seluruh Dunia...
Kuatkanlah Amal Ibadah Kita Dan Kuatkanlah Iman Agar segala Amal Yang dibuat diberi Ganjaran Pahala Yang Besar Untuk Esok Hari Mahupun Dunia Atau Akhirat Nanti..
Insyaallah...
Kepada Rakan-Rakanku Di Luar Sana,Usah Mengutuk Dan Menghasut Di Bulan Yang Mulia Ini..
Teguhkanlah Iman...

5:38 AM

Thursday, August 13, 2009


In certain parts of our everyday lives,
Sometimes we like to comment and give certain negative and positive feedbacks about certain things..
Thats normal..

But what I hate about most people is that they usually love to make insults and slanders behind people's backs..
I myself,to be frank,likes to comment about people..
And frankly honestly state that there are certain personas that i dislike in many people..
Yup..
And I seriously speak it out to them faces..
But only on certain appropriate situations..
As you can see,I don't badmouth people behind their backs...
Unlike some people...
Cowardly brats who only have courage hidden behind their tongue..
I'd rather you cowards hide behind Yo Mama's Ass..!!
But whatever it is,these type of people have alot to learn..
And I don't really hate them...
I just detest their character of negativity..
But still they are my friends...
I don't get pissed off that easily because of slander they made..
But if I do get pissed off,they would know that they do not even dare get near me...
Well,lets just put that aside..


There is a certain emotion that we humans cannot control no matter how hard we try..
Its LOVE...
Yeah...
Publicly speaking,I'm not here to lecture about love to anyone..
Just wanna share a few things that I'm experiencing..
I had fallen for countless women..
No matter how much i fell for them,
I could hardly doubt that it is true feelings of love..
Sometimes we need certain experiences to explain love..
We cannot just explain love by means of logic of the mind..
Its what people call unexplainable...
We can even love although we thought that we don't..

I have loved so many so much..
But still,through certain stupid reasons and decisions,it failed..
I had learnt alot going through these experiences of heartbreak..
And I can surely say,that heartbreak in love hurts alot..
So excruciating that sometimes you feel like you're going insane..
But now,I'm still trying to find that true meaning of love..
Through ups and downs and in addition with my weaknesses,
I hope that love will accept as what I have become..
But I can change if that is what love expect from me..
I'll wait patiently for it...

I loved this certain beautiful-hearted girl so much..
But she has big doubts..
Well maybe I guess she had cleared her doubts by now...
Or so to speak,
Maybe I should just accept the fact..
I'm not such a tough guy after all huh..?
Hahahaha...

Ok guyz,I'm not being emo here...
Just once in every summer that I would wanna talk about this..
Understand this though,don't play with fire or you'll get burn..
( Although its not even related to the topic I'm talking about..HAHAHA!)

*when there is a will,there is always a way...

5:39 AM


Bukan Cinta Biasa

Kali ini kusadari,
Aku telah jatuh cinta...
Dari hatiku terdalam,
Sungguh aku cinta padamu...


Cintaku bukanlah cinta biasa,
Jika kamu yang memiliki..
Dan kamu yang temaniku seumur hidupku..


Terimalah pengakuanku,
Percayalah kepadaku..
Semua ini kulakukan,
Karena kamu memang untukku...


Cinta ku bukan cinta biasa..
Jika kamu yang menemani,
Dan kamu yang temaniku seumur hidupku..
Terimalah pengakuanku..

5:19 AM

Saturday, August 8, 2009


Its been long since I had a true hug from someone...
Whatever it is...
I NEED THAT HUG AGAIN!!!
It gave such comfort that I felt all my worries were gone...
Seriously..

Lets talk about "sacrifice",
In life,certain sacrifices is always made...
And those sacrifices sometimes bring either good or bad consequences to ourselves..
Sometimes we are forced to do such sacrifices so as not to give burden and have an adversary in life..

I had made alot of sacrifices,
Both small and big sacrifices..
And this time round,
I have to make another sacrifice for the sake of the happiness of certain parties in life..
Told myself,
"I made alot of big sacrifices in my lifetimes before,so why not this small sacrifice..?"
I had to make a decision..
Although I'm pretty weak in these types of decisiveness-based types of problems..
Haha...

Aniway,I will be having a game against Tampines Rovers later in the afternoon..
I guess,my clone and idol Noh Alam Shah will be there too..
Hehehe..
I have to play my best tomorrow...
Wish me luck guyz..
I'll update more soon...

*behind every man's success,there is always a woman..

2:58 AM

Friday, August 7, 2009


Yada yada...
I just bought a new weapon to my collection...!!

The Tiempo Legend III...
Woot
It looks like this..

ok thats all..
i'll post something new soon!

5:30 AM

Saturday, August 1, 2009


I'm at my brother,Wawan's house right now...
Happily singing in the wee hours of the morning and all..
Hahaha..
Great fun..

Anyway,I just heard this certain song that reminds me of a certain someone..
2 songs to be exact..
Titled Until The Time Is Through by 5ive and Karam by Zabarjad..
Its kinda nostalgic..
The emotion running through your head and heart..
And all the memories..
It sometimes bring both pain and smiles..
Heh..
The power of music..
Well,all I can say now is that she is leading a much happier life now..

Other than that,football is doing quite well..
My confidence,touches and turning are impressive even to myself..
Haha..
My shots are pretty impressive too.
Except that it lack a little of accuracy..
Need to work on that..
Coach Aide (AIDE ISKANDAR THE LEGEND) gave some words of advises for me to work on..
Thanks coach..
Appreciate it..

Ok life has been ok..
As its always have been,there is still ups and downs..
Used to it i guess..
Tell all you guyz something,
I a very silent guy at home you know...
Haha..
I rarely talk at home..
Talk when necessary..
Hurhur...
(I don't know why I'm telling you this..I just felt like it..Haha..)

Aite..
Thats all I guess..
I'll post something more interesting next time aite..
Hahaha..
Meanwhile watch this video below..
One of my favs now..hahaha


3:53 AM

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