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Thursday, August 13, 2009


In certain parts of our everyday lives,
Sometimes we like to comment and give certain negative and positive feedbacks about certain things..
Thats normal..

But what I hate about most people is that they usually love to make insults and slanders behind people's backs..
I myself,to be frank,likes to comment about people..
And frankly honestly state that there are certain personas that i dislike in many people..
Yup..
And I seriously speak it out to them faces..
But only on certain appropriate situations..
As you can see,I don't badmouth people behind their backs...
Unlike some people...
Cowardly brats who only have courage hidden behind their tongue..
I'd rather you cowards hide behind Yo Mama's Ass..!!
But whatever it is,these type of people have alot to learn..
And I don't really hate them...
I just detest their character of negativity..
But still they are my friends...
I don't get pissed off that easily because of slander they made..
But if I do get pissed off,they would know that they do not even dare get near me...
Well,lets just put that aside..


There is a certain emotion that we humans cannot control no matter how hard we try..
Its LOVE...
Yeah...
Publicly speaking,I'm not here to lecture about love to anyone..
Just wanna share a few things that I'm experiencing..
I had fallen for countless women..
No matter how much i fell for them,
I could hardly doubt that it is true feelings of love..
Sometimes we need certain experiences to explain love..
We cannot just explain love by means of logic of the mind..
Its what people call unexplainable...
We can even love although we thought that we don't..

I have loved so many so much..
But still,through certain stupid reasons and decisions,it failed..
I had learnt alot going through these experiences of heartbreak..
And I can surely say,that heartbreak in love hurts alot..
So excruciating that sometimes you feel like you're going insane..
But now,I'm still trying to find that true meaning of love..
Through ups and downs and in addition with my weaknesses,
I hope that love will accept as what I have become..
But I can change if that is what love expect from me..
I'll wait patiently for it...

I loved this certain beautiful-hearted girl so much..
But she has big doubts..
Well maybe I guess she had cleared her doubts by now...
Or so to speak,
Maybe I should just accept the fact..
I'm not such a tough guy after all huh..?
Hahahaha...

Ok guyz,I'm not being emo here...
Just once in every summer that I would wanna talk about this..
Understand this though,don't play with fire or you'll get burn..
( Although its not even related to the topic I'm talking about..HAHAHA!)

*when there is a will,there is always a way...

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