Friday, July 24, 2009
Had an intense training yesterday...So intense that I injured my knee and got knocked hard on the chest by a teammate's knee till I nearly passed out...Wow...Even someone as physically strong as me cannot stand such tremendous pain..Damn..After all that,had runs for 3 sets...3 round a quarter of the field for 2 mins...Freaking exhausting!!!-_-"Oh well,all that is for the good of our own performance..No pain no gain.. haha..Anyway,I had a talk with my bro,Wawan..
Talked about life's difficulties and all..
Every family has their own problems...
And some of us have a way of dealing with it...
Its either we don't care or we care...
I detest people who do not care of the welfare in their family..
I'd rather they don't be in a family if they are not ready to share the ups and downs of the household..
Frankly speaking,I know some "friends" who has this character...
I don't hate them but I hate their attitude towards all this..
But then,words won't work on them...
I had my big share of ups and downs in a family crisis..
And I can dare say that my family problems are unbearable for you guys who are reading this right now..
Maybe most of you may never understand...
And maybe some of you will say,"If its unbearable,how did you cope.?"
Simple...Its "mature thinking and will of responsibility.."
I had to cope most of my life with depression and hostilities ..
And many more..
I wont share much but this are just part of it...
I respect my mother so much for being to bear with my father for the past 3 decades of her life in this marriage of hers...
It hurts me so much to see her suffer so much in life without making her feel so accepted..
All that aside,I greatly thank her for bringing me into this world..
And I hope,with my existance I would make her life much more comfortable and happy...
God willing,I'm willing to sacrifice my life for her...
I swear...
I don't ask for money...
I don't ask for food and drinks...
All I ask from her is that she must always be in front of my eyes and never disappear...
I can't imagine the pain I would go through if she's not here with me....
I swear to God I can't imagine that unbearable pain...
The pay I got from my football career and my other job,
I use it to help out to pay some bills and groceries for the household...
And I rarely use the pay I got to enjoy with friends..
Altho I do once in while use some of it to watch movies or hang out with my brothers,
But I try to limit with the thought of my family in mind..
I'm not saying this to make myself proud..I did and had done many several bad deeds myself...
But I know you guys think of family everyday too right..?
And for that,to all you guys who are reading this...
For all the sacrifices your parents made for you,
DO NOT,and I'll say it again,
DO NOT ever take advantage of their love towards you...
Although you may get all the money and things you ask from them now,
Remember and think,what if they were not there for you..?
Is money going to bring them back..?
With the chance of time that God has given you,
Use it to show and prove that you are in state that you are more thankful and not a spoiled brat who only thinks of asking money from your parents..
SHAME ON YOU who only thinks of self comfort....
Be more responsible and appreciate the hardwork that they have put themselves in to feed you..
I apologise to anyone who is hurt after reading this but I have to post this to put some sense to unappreciative people who don't respect their moms and dads,
Or simply put it,PARENTS...
I'll post my next post soon...
Thanks for reading..
Again I apologise...
With regards,
Dzul Dezarus..
5:31 AM