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Saturday, June 20, 2009

You know it beats me how people control their emotions...

Some obviously do not know how to...

I don't know why I should talk about this...

But hey...

Maybe for expressing means..

Heck...

So yeah...

I kinda not getting sleep that well..

Too much thinking I guess...

Alas I fell asleep at around 8am in the morning...

Shocking huh...

Yeah....

I was on the phone with someone from 1am till 5am..

Talking about things...

I just needed someone to talk to to...

Yup..

I got to know some things about myself that obviously is and literally true..

I am an UNDECISIVE PERSON....

I WANT TO PLEASE EVERYONE BUT I HURT MYSELF IN THE PROCESS ALWAYS....

And my biggest weakness is that I ACTUALLY CARE TOO MUCH...

and that too in the end hurt my own self..

sigh...

Well...

I accept the fact that I am such a person..

Its never easy larh..

I have no one these days to talk to...

I feel down sometimes...

Luckily there are things that pull me away from all that tension..

I FEEL LIKE SHOUTING MY LUNGS OUT!!!

seriously....

Damn...

8:12 PM

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