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Thursday, June 18, 2009



Yo..
ok guyz...
For ur info...
My right knee is officially damaged...
I had a splintered bone around the joint area...
But who cares..
No one cares..
Even she doesnt cares...
sigh..
And later I'll be going to the hospital to have a check up right after sending my mum for her check up too..
Don't worry..
My profession as a football player won't halt..
Injuries to me are all souvenirs of life for me..


Dude,i miss her so much..
Every day and every night..
But till now every word i said always seems wrong to her..
Hmm...
All I need is just a little patience...
"Setiap kesabaran ada anugerahnya..."


But that question i asked,to me its never wrong...
Its fine with me if you said "No"..
Or maybe a "Yes"..
Is it that difficult...?
sigh..
Nights so cold without your flame...
I just feel un-needed...
Aside from that...
I'm having this chronic illness called Insomnia right now...
It prevents people from sleeping and all..
My head is spinning right now...
Urgh...
I just hoped she understand my heart has always been sincere..
I just need that trust and attention...
**Change that mentality of yours my dear...

4:54 AM

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