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Thursday, June 11, 2009



Its 6.24am right now...
I just cant sleep...
I've been thinking of her non-stop...
Did I make a mistake of letting go...?
Cause I'm feeling the pain of emptiness without her...

I just really need her..
That smile..
I need to see it...
Please...
I'm falling...
I'm falling too deep...

I don't care anymore...
I just can't live without knowing that she's by my side...

Damn it!!
What have I been doing...?!
I thought my decision would resolve problems...
But the fact is,I'm bringing pain upon myself...
I'm going CRAZY!!!
I'm probably not that strong after all..

My days are so cold and lonely...
Each night I taste the purest of pain...
You mean a lot to me....
Too much....

6:08 AM

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DZULHISHAM
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