Saturday, April 25, 2009
Tension is building inside steadily..
Everyone feels so far away from me..
Heavy thoughts forcing their way out of me...
Trying not to break but I’m so tired of this deceit...
Every time I try to make myself get back up on my feet..
All I ever think about is this,
All the tiring time between,
And how trying to put my trust in you just takes so much out of me...I am a little bit insecure,a little unconfident...Cause you don't understand I do what I can but sometimes I don't make sense...I am what you never wanna say but I've never had a doubt..It's like no matter what I do I can't convince you for once just to hear me out...So I let go watching you turn your back like you always do...Face away and pretend that I'm not...But I'll be here 'cause you're all that I've got...I don't want to be the one,the battles always choose'Cause inside I realize that I'm the one confused...I'll paint it on the walls...'Cause I'm the one at fault...I'll never fight again and this is how it ends...
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