Friday, April 17, 2009
And the days pass by as I move forward to a new beginning..
And as those precious time and moments passes,I look back at those times...
Haha...
How wonderful....
And how unexpected...
It felt like it happened only just yesterday....
Now,everything is becoming more clearer to me...
With the presence of a precious diamond in my heart..
After a year and a half being ONLY friends...
With NO intentions of being lovers...
And its just unexpected...
Once before,I became a friend who gives advises to a friend in need,
when she feels down or having problems with situations...
And yeah,I kinda like a part time adviser and part time irritater..
But soon,she became silent...
Yeah..
She was working..
I could understand that...
Haha..
As friends,I missed talking to her...
Missed talking crap...
Missed BULLSHIT-ing with her...
She likes to call me a footballhead...( I'm a footballer as the name
states..haha..)
I call her KETOD!... ( Actually at that point of time,I didnt know whether she was small or not..)
I only missed her as a close friend at that point of time..
Until then one day...
She sms-ed me after 2/3 months of silence...
At that point,I was actually wondering if both of us could actually meet up...
Before I could ask that question,she asked first...Haha..
What a coincidence.....
After that moment,our relationship became much more closer...
I was telling myself before,not to fall in love...
But then,something about her struck my head...
Not her beauty..Not her hair or anything....
Its her personality...
It attracts me to her more and more every hour of seeing her...
In much aspects of her character,every part of her persona signifies me..
For that,I realise we had alot of common grounds...
In our way of life...
And in our way of dealing life...
It all much the same...
I was surprised to actually meet someone of the opposite sex to have the same persona as me...
So when I got to know all this,I became excited...
And...SERIOUSLY HAPPY...
All my life I've been searching for that one person who is the exact copy of my own persona..
Who could really stand my awkwardness and craziness...
Who understands that love is not always about physical intimacy but also about heart to heart intimacy...
All right,from there you guyz know what happened...
Yeah...
I really fell head over heels for her....
It happened so fast...
And now,I really love her so much...
Although we're not always close in distance,but we are always close in heart...
She became the new-found strength for me to strive further in life...
All my life I've been praying for someone like you...
And I pray that you feel the same way too...
Ana Farhana...I'll put my heart and soul into you...
I thank God I finally found you...
Ana Farhana...You'll be my light from now on...
May we be blessed with wonderful years in the future...
And always be together both in our heart and soul....
I really love you my dearest sayang....
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