Monday, March 2, 2009
After one distress,came another problem that makes my head ache so much..Damn it...Today's training was cancelled due to heavy rain..That really stressed me as I was planning to throw out all of my distresses int the field...But maybe God does not permit it..*sigh*After that,got to know one of my own teammate bad mouthed me to the others...I got so down that I don't feel like socialising or speaking to anyone...I gotta have my own time these days...I have to plan myself for the worse...My studies,career and family...I have to get prepared...Especially NS...Soon,getting my pay cheque..Gotta give some of it to my mum...Nak dapat berkat katekn..Altho she doesnt ask for it..Next,new soccer boots...Aiming for Predator Or AdiPure...Or maybe Nike T90 Laser 2..Still deciding though...Wah..Kinda jealous nowadays actually...Most of my friends hae their own couple..While I'm here stranded without anyone..Aniway,Im not that desperate...But I jus envy them...They usually question me when I will have someone by my side..I just smiled and said,"Insyaallah..."They say I'm good-looking and all...But looks does not really matter in reality..I sumtimes hate my natural look..But maybe theres a reason God gave me this ggift..Syukur Alhamdulillah...As for now,I'm gonna walk through loneliness for quite some time again..Until,that wonderful day comes...I'll just wait and move along...
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