Tuesday, February 17, 2009
I have anticipated that these would happen...
I should've kept it inside me longer..
Now,I came to pit stop in which I need to hold back...
I need to step back again and breathe...
Its never understandable how such feeling could occur towards that person...
Isn't it weird throughout my thoughts and experience,I would find someone whose traits is quite similar to me...?
But then,isn't it weird too that such feelings could both energize and weaken one's self..?
Its that feeling that most humans would feel..
A feeling that brings happiness but in turn bring sadness..
In all,it gives that individual the feeling of calmness and tenderness through each day...
Its never easy to understand even for myself..
But how can I keep it inside me till the right time comes...??
How could I face all that tension of being pushed away again..?
In fact,I've planted a seed of doubt within that person..
Should it be that way or should I clear that doubt much sooner than I plan to..
If I get it wrong,all hopes will be lost...
Its not that I'm hoping highly...
I'm just hoping within my own self..
But,the thing is all I can do now is hope...
And just keep silent...
It could be a risk of losing that someone,
But its a risk I should take..
Let the heart speaks for itself...
As its knows the true emotional spirit within...
PS: Please...Don't misunderstand my intentions...
7:02 AM