Saturday, June 7, 2008
Ehem..
Today was such a dreamy day for me..
Yea..
its like i'm dreaming..
I cant stop hallucinating about her everywhere i go...
And it feels like i want to be alone always....
and i mean...ALONE...with no disturbance...
Like to relax my mind and think ...
Enjoying the breeze n humid air passing thru my face and body..
Then,think about the times I had with her..
Smiling alone like one retarded asshole..
but i dun care wat ppl say...
She's what I love and immortalise in my mind and heart..
I wonder what she is doing now..
Altho im still mad at her,well,at least im still watching...
Everythings is so blurry and everyone is so fake..
Everybody is empty and everything is so messed up..
You know that i'll protect u from all of the obscene..
You know that i will save u from all that is unclean..
I wonder watcha doin and i wonder where u are..
Thers ocean in between us but thats not very far....
I MISS YOU!!!
argh!! but i dun wanna sae it..
it'll be better for her...
O yeah..
Got training later in the morning with S.League guyz at 9am later..
At Hougang Stadium...
Joining Sengkang Punggol FC soon...
Insyaallah...
Alhamdulillah rezeki melimpah secukupnya..Syukor...
haix..
lastly,
the pain is painful inside me..
but im keeping my head up and holding on..
I'll used the pain as my own weapon against future challenges..
Can you take all the pain away my dear??
I hope u will...
Me And Sengkang Punggol T-Shirt..hahaha.. xD
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