Friday, June 20, 2008
Seriously..Im reali bored now..For the ferst time in 6 years,i said the word "bored"..hahahaha..great isnt it...??lolOne statement for you my dear...GOT NOTHING AGAINST YOU BUT SURELY I MISS YOU..well,here goes..wat i wrote..This goes out to someone that wasOnce the most important person in my lifeI didn’t realize it at the timeI can’t forgive myself for the way I treated you soI don’t really expect you to eitherIt’s just... I don’t even knowJust listen…You’re the one that I want, the one that I need..The one that I gotta have just to succeed..When I first saw you, I knew it was real..I’m sorry about the pain I made you feel..That wasn’t me; let me show you the way...I looked for the sun, but it’s raining today...I remember when I first looked into your eyes..It was like God was there, heaven in the skies...I wore a disguise 'cause I didn’t want to get hurt..But I didn’t know I made everything worse...You told me we were crazy in love...But you didn’t care when push came to shove...I guess you forgot about the times that we shared..
When I would run my fingers through your hair...Late nights, just holding you in my arms...I don’t know how I could do you so wrong....I knew you gonna sit and play this with your new man...And then sit and laugh as you’re holding his hand...The thought of that just shatters my heart...It breaks in my soul and it tears me apart...At times we was off I was scared to show you..Now I wanna hold you until I can’t hold you...Without you, everything seems strange....Your name is forever planted in my brain...What about when you..Looked into my eyes..Told me you loved me..As you would hugged me...I just wish everything could have turned out differently..I had a special feeling about you....I thought maybe you did too....You would understand, but…Our first day, it seemed so magical...I remember all the time that I had with you...We hit it off, I knew it was real...Reach in your heart, I know I’m still there....I don’t wanna hear that you no longer care...Remember the times? Remember when we kissed?I didn’t think you would ever do me like this..I didn’t think you’d wanna see me depressed...I thought you’d be there for me, this I confess...You said you were my best friend, was that a lie?Now I’m nothing to you, you’re with another guy..I tried, I tried, I tried, and I’m trying...Now on the inside it feels like I’m dying..And I do miss you..I just thought we were meant to be..I guess now, we’ll never know...The only thing I want is for you to be happy....Whether it be with me, or without me....I just want you to be happy...
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