Friday, June 20, 2008
Haven slept yet..
Cant sleep..
its already 7.18am..haha
Been thinking about that person...
Yes that special person..
Been thinking,with my sadistic words,
ive put alot of thorns into that person's heart..
but im angry,im just angry..
is it wrong to be angry?
its a 2 way question..
can be confusing....
Im sorry..
I miss that person..
Alot..
But anger stil burns inside me..
But anger stil burns inside me..
Burning with my pain..
My bro advised me to be patient and ignore...
Alrite..i'll try my best..
but that cant stop me from admiring her elegance..
For now,i'll just walk away with a piece of my heart thats full of painful thorns...
Aniway,got scolded by my coach yesterday..
damn...
My performance is goin down...
My fitness is also down..
My focus and concentration is also down....
Later in the evening i will be training and sweating myself out on stamina and body strength..
the next day,be training my touches and will be jogging from Admiralty to Yishun and back to Admiralty then to Marsiling without stopping on my tracks..
the end point is gonna be Marsiling..
thot of goin over to hav a glance of her house..
haiz..
this will go on till Wednesday..
Gotta buck up on my fitness and technical skills..
S.League is just around the corner!!!
argh!!!
Fight for my place!!
COOLSHIT!!
And i do miss you..
And i alwaes dream of you being by my side...
But its better to go for that guy....
Im not worthy yet..
I realise that....
Someday,we will be back facing each other full-heartedly..
If you know what i mean....
(Listening to the song "Restu"..haiz..)
7:00 AM