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Thursday, June 12, 2008



Everything to me now is very blurry..


And now i think everyone is so fake..


everything is just so messed up..haiz..




n now it will be reali difficult to trust the opposite sex again..


The only people i truly trust are my foster family..




Y must it be this way..?


i knw im such an asshole sumtimes but it seems that ive been played around too much..


Ive kept my hatred intact in my heart for all the other previous relationships im in..




But thers one that i just cant hate..


i just dont know why...


Im just too lost for words in describing her..


altho i admit,she may have some attitude problems sometimes...(like me..)




Still,if you dont reali love me,stop pretending from the start..

Dont apologise when you actuali do it over and over again...

That night,you got a piece of my mind..
But still,i will control myself frm being my past self...

who can be very violent and uncontrollable..

I dont want to go back to those days....

And i dont want you to be blamed for it...


And please remember this,he may say the three words,but u never know what his true intention are..

The same goes to you..

And what i predicted have been right all along about you..


I will always remember the promise i made..

I will hold on to it..

We'll see what happens...

For now,i'll keep everything inside...

4:13 PM

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