Tuesday, June 3, 2008
waddup..yea..ehem..hahaha..sori..aniwae,after watchin the Singapore VS Uzbekistan game on tv,i vowed to become a much better player than the present Singapore players..i hate how they play sometimes..i even got a headache watching them..damn..I just got an offer from the Sengkang Punggol management..2 contract offers i shld say..1 is a Prime League contract and the other is an S.League contract..Was smiling when i saw the 2 contracts..Such luck i have..But thers a twist..I have to get 12.6 on ,y beep test to get my Prime League contract..And to get both contracts,i have to get 13.1..Die..Beep Test is a killer to me...So exhausting..haiz..Well,got to do my best...'Its my dream..And i need to get into the National Team back...And yeah...i alwaes miss her..Everywhere i go,she's my only happy drug...its ok if she's not physically with me..I feel happy just loving her from far...waiting and waiting....I want her to be happy..and she has sumone else in her heart right now..its ok...altho its painful to know,its part and parcel of life...I love her with all my heart but its better i keep quiet about it..dun wan her to get stressed up and confused...Let it be that she should be happy...haiz..I miss her so much...I just hope i could just hug her and run my hand thru her hair...but i dun wan to take advantage of myself and my feelings...I'll be patient...I pray that she would came back to me..I pray that she will alwaes be my everything..
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